

The End All I want to do nowThe End by ~phatphatgurl
is keep to myself
myself, my own
to all eyes I fold
unfathomable depth
I thrive, we thrive
for the morning will come
one day light will claim the darkness
heal all the wounds left open
no heart left shattered
one day, love will last
happiness will be whole again.


Don't Go I remember how it all beganDon't Go by ~phatphatgurl
How a whole was realized
From that instance to this second
You were the one
Make me smile
As we're caught up in the rain
And your smile
Is just caught up in my brain
Now that you're not around me
Here I am caught up in the rain
While your smile
Is all caught up in my brain
I always think of you this way
While you were here,
I may not have made you stay
A little longer that you'd be here today
I'll always think of you this way
Though the weather can be so spoiled
I always knew you were to go one day
They'll change but I'll always be this way


Turn Around Just a few more minutesTurn Around by ~phatphatgurl
Nobody believes me
Why is it when you're near
You don't seem to be here
Worth all the while
All my dreams and all my hopes
Have all taken form
Didn't think they'll ever go
Stupid whenever I fall so fast
The minutes begin to pass
The time, the night, the tears all quickly befall
How can you let go of me like it was nothing at all?
Tremble down
Whenever I beg to keep my ground
I want to be there
When you turn around
Just a few more minutes
Nothing was to see
I only hope you know it
But you just don't see me


Hush Rock my cradleHush by ~phatphatgurl
turn it up a little
It's now time to settle
Yell in my ear
I'll be close enough to hear
There you go, rocking my cradle hard
You tell me I didn't hear
There you go,
Even when you yell in my drimmy ear
That your screeching voice never made a sound
But I heard it just too loud
You thought I didn't hear
What you whispered in someone's ear
There you go,
You thought I didn't listen when you called
Now i'll go,
You're the deaf 'coz I heard it all.


Basics. Huddled up in here,Basics. by ~Please-Help-Im-Alive
I've faced all my fears,
Lone, wide awake and deteriorated.
I'm far away,
Days and days,
Did it matter anyway?
I can't seem to find any other way,
Everything else just gets in the way,
Nobody beckons me so here I'll stay,
Never the one to be in someone's gaze.
Won't someone call on me?
Won't somebody take some notice?
Will I just always be,
Stuck in here lonely and hopeless?
Won't someone come for me?
Won't any body hear me?
I'm sitting here making my plea,
I need someone to need me.


Eyesup. Is anybody there?Eyesup. by ~Please-Help-Im-Alive
I've been waving my arms around gently.
Trying to find my way - get a footing - grasp something real.
It's dark in this,
This dark room.
I had so much in one spot.
It was solid. Monumental.
It turned into ash, and went with the wind.
I search everywhere.
Under rocks, beneath the gorgeous ferns,
Beneath the topsoil, within the mangling roots,
It's nowhere to be found.
So, hey.
It's okay, I'll just build it up again!
Naw, haha.
Not a negative, not a bad thing.
To every ending, comes a new beginning.
Such is life and death.
Such is our curse however - it is a timer.
Reminding us that being alive.
Being alive